Monday, August 30, 2010
Finally worked up the Balls to break up with my boyfriend. It was hard and i was scared i was making a mistake but i know now that i love him but not the way i used to. It a huge release for me! WIsh me luck i have my 1st home volleyball game today! :)
Friday, August 27, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
Ive always been a great and talented volleyball playerr, captain, mvp, and hitter....this is the 1st year i am on varsity, i have played on a harder team and dont GREAT!, and the new coach is only 22 and tells it how it is. I have been suckingg and my feet wont move...i feel like everyone has got it down pat and im just struggling, im the scrub of the team in my head. I want to show this coach im good but i just wont move like i used to. I asked 2 friends on the team...they told me im not sucking i just need to move my feet....I CANT TELL IF ITS REAL OR FAKE. I just want to prove myself....i feel like a piece of shit and i shouldnt be on the team..... its the worst feeling i have had in a very long time.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Tomorrow is the first full day of the school year....NOT READY AT ALL! Im so tireddddd ;( I want the weekend foreverrr, and homework YUCK! I just learned i missed what the teacher said and i did actually have homework...i was under the impression i didn't....WTFF!! Im stressed out i have tomorrow to do it, but i have volleyball practice...which im going to die, im a good player but im stiff with this new team and im on varsity for the first time...im a really good player always been MVP and Captain but im so nervious.... but anyways i have that tomorrow, im going to be so tired, and probably other homework! urghh! What to do what to do.....
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I am very close to the end but I want I to just say this book expands the horizons or books that talk about "magic" or casting. Also give hope to the people who just do not fit in for no reason, this book is awesome! Good Work :)
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I feel so trapped in my life, i just started school and im more confident than ever and i know guys ahve noticed and im just happy, but i am in a long distance relationship.....i love my boyfriend i really do but i dont like the distance and his clinginess. He is a good guy but has no experience with women and it was cute before but now i feel like the guy in the relationship. I feel like a bitch cuz i cheat but im only 16! I cant commit to a guy that is so far...Idk what to do im so torn....