Monday, August 23, 2010
Ive always been a great and talented volleyball playerr, captain, mvp, and hitter....this is the 1st year i am on varsity, i have played on a harder team and dont GREAT!, and the new coach is only 22 and tells it how it is. I have been suckingg and my feet wont move...i feel like everyone has got it down pat and im just struggling, im the scrub of the team in my head. I want to show this coach im good but i just wont move like i used to. I asked 2 friends on the team...they told me im not sucking i just need to move my feet....I CANT TELL IF ITS REAL OR FAKE. I just want to prove myself....i feel like a piece of shit and i shouldnt be on the team..... its the worst feeling i have had in a very long time.